thoughts

it seams that every thing has changed... i mean i cant tell what is what.. the things back home are different now i guess its because i have not been there for long periods of time. people have changed there interest and there ideas on different topics, like charlie dose not want to jump of the school any more... we knew he would stop some time figured i would be there for it i guess. seems like i have missed a lot of stuff. all my friends stayed in Austin i left, why is there some thing greater for my? something i had to leave to find? something that i could not find in the city filled to the rim in darkness? some thing no understands? so many questions and only the future can answerer them i guess.